Friday, October 12, 2012

Yes i guess i do

I do eat my feelings. I'm broekn hearted right now and the only thing i can think of is having a cupcake to make me happier. I sit here in the same library i use to come in and wait for Justin in. I use to use the computer and wait for his shining face to come through those doors. Then i would greet him with a kiss and we would go and eat or do something fun together as lovers. Now it is october 12th and i just want to cry because i know i'll sit here he wont come. I will never see his beautiful face again or here his ensuring voice again. I miss him and he will never come back. I guess i'll go fatten myself up with a cupcake and cry it out, man i am truly broken hearted...